So I left it all unicorns and blah blah blah. I am not saying we have a perfect relationship, but we have a pretty good one. Shane and I are soul mates. He and I know each other. It is almost scary sometimes how he can read me or how I can read him. My family couldn't/can't even do that. They try but they are usually wrong. Well except for my Aunt Carol. She and I are too much a like it is too funny. Funny thing is that I only spent summers with her for like 6 yrs.
Any way Shane and I have our ups and downs - our trials and tribulations. In almost 14 yrs of marriage we have only left the house twice angry at each other. We do spit our venom at each other and have brought up the ugly D word. But honestly I don't think I could live with out him. So we lived and worked and played the happy married couple. I would have a relationship off an on again with my father, especially after his heart attack. Life went on. The biggest hurt was no baby.
Shane and I decided after 2 years of marriage that we would start trying to get preggers. So after about 2 yrs I stopped taking birth control. 1 yr....no baby - gained over 75 lbs- doctors say it is the birth control still running havoc on my system. 2 yrs - no baby - gained another 60lbs....doctors still say it is the meds and it should be done with by this year. To come back for my next exam if not pregnant before then. 3 yrs - no baby - gained over 100lbs - Doctors change their story to I am just over weight and I could not carry a baby if I wanted to.
So in 2005, my primary doctor gives me a lecture about not having a physical exam in years....well after test and being told it just me being fat I was done with it. So he gave me the name of an awesome doctor. Dr Carrier Grounds at Johnson County Womens Clinic. And this was the day that changed everything. That first appointment with her.
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